A Whole New World

A typical day in my life before was very busy, I always enjoyed it, the more I could cram in the stronger I felt. Here’s what a normal Saturday was like:

• Get up with kids about 7am
• Make breakfast
• Go to farmers market
• Lunch
• Go to Winco 
• Go to New Seasons
• Take kids to park
• Go to Target
• Make dinner for kids
• Back out to park 
• Back home, bath, get kids to bed
• Make dinner for Pete and I 
• Watch a movie

Last night I slept from 2am until 2pm

• Had breakfast which Pete made me at 2:30pm
• Went to school to pick up Soda
• Went to Joann’s to buy yarn
• Came back, ate a bowl of pasta 
• Slept 5 hours

It’s a different world now. Things will change, but the frustration of not finding fulfillment in my daily activities is a bit jarring. I have always been a type A workaholic, thrived on it, found my energy, self-worth and inner strength. Who knew that the bigger test of getting 4 aneurisms clipped would be how to learn to reassess myself?